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七月，让我想了很多，回忆了很多。很多童年的种种，在这月份里重新的播放。 很多人会很担心，爬在这个月里撞鬼，提早回家。做这个不能，做那个不敢。 告诉你，并没有特别多的好兄弟在这个月份出现（从我的经验）。 对我而言，有些人比鬼更可怕，对着你笑，但是后面捅了你几千几百刀。 你怎么死的都不知道。 其实我蛮喜欢七月的，因为有好多人我好想好想再见他们一次。就那么一次就好。 再次看到他们的脸，跟他们说说话，弥补我的来不及。我相信很多人也是这样想。 外婆，你过得好吗？还记得阿恩吗？你在天堂喝到牛奶吗？要不要吃奶油面包？ 你懂吗？你不在以后，妈妈都很久没回外婆家了。她很想你，我也很想你。 听你重复以前的事。。。 外婆，我还记得你以前坐在旧家的沙发，我们小孩子坐在地上听你说着两兄妹的故事。 可以再听一次吗？ 七月，你还怕吗？假如只有这个月可以让你看到已经看不到的人， 假如只有这个月可以让你在对一些人说你还没说完的话， 假如只有这个月可以让你重来一次。你还会怕吗？ 很多人对死没什么观念，有些人甚至寻死。你死了，或许一了百了。 但是你对活着的人留下的是想念，悔恨，后悔和种种以你有关的一切。 你不必再看见，可是活着的人，想着你，却知道永远见不到。 你知道那是多么的痛吗？ 我还没活够，也不想死。 七月里的我，一样假假的emo一下。 活在当下，别的管他去死·。 人，活着开心就好。 cheers and ciao~

Recently I was addicted to a new song by wanting "You exist in my song" she gets the gift, an attractive and sexy voice but God is fair enough, she kinda ugly. =P lyrics and rhythm are perfectly matched beautiful melody and sang by this ugly lady... pretty cool to me. LOVE IT.. I'm not sarcastic but just telling the truth... I'm not a sweet talker, but today i gonna try to be one now... first day we met : 26th oct 2010 first day i said i love you: 24 nov 2010 first day couple: 26 nov 2010 first time holding your hand: 27 nov 2010 i think you forget already.. nevermind.. i do remember... three years you exist in my life.. sparkling no longer like last time passion no longer like the first time we kiss and thanks god for let me be the luckiest guy in the world. but.. love still there.. like red wine.. semakin lama semakin sedap.. =P Love and ciao

I'm getting tired of everything. From top to bottom, pretending I'm strong cheerful and optimistic yet im vulnerable... some of my friends know it but i think you don't cause i seriously good in covering my emotions I'm lazy to explain, cause i hope you understand if you don't, means you no longer worth it. Therefore when i start explaining things to you it doesn't mean that you are important means you are not in my heart anymore. That's why im called as weirdo i treat loved one arbitrary cause i know they will never leave me Peace and ciao ps: Happy birthday to ryan 

Now im suffering from dilemma maybe it sounds very funny to you but seriously im thinking it over and over again "should i try KFC green curry fried chicken?"  =_=" Im a weirdo i never take things seriously unless it is important to me so it show how much i love KFC If i fail in test---so what? If i can't finish assignment-- so what? but if i miss green curry chicken-- dai ji dua diao!!! I love KFC so much but Im getting fatter... however if i don't try the new favourite now will i regret about it... so suffering.... green curry chicken or six packs? T_T Peace and ciao~

"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood" sound familiar to all of us, telling a story of making decision, fulls of courage and strong determination, but it reflects our situation and realistic in our rat-race... In the poem, there is just two paths for you to choose however, in our position there are so many ways of living it only depends on you how you choose and how you face the time while making decision... How you choose the way of living? Are you asking bout me? I can tell you confidently I'm selfish, yet been blessed, hence I live in my own way. The road that I'm walking now, lead to my dream. It may full with obstacles, people might leave me, I might get hurt, bleeding, isolated by the perception of society; even at the end of the road, the scenery is not exactly like what I imagined.  but my feets can stand firm, my heart are strong, because I'm implementing my idealism, to be someone I wanna be. I'm Justin Chua Cheong Woon, always ...

I know you still not feeling well sick for a long time cry like a baby struggle to get up I hope that you will get well soon my country Malaysia... Peaceful, cheerful and delightful  atmosphere of you is it still there? Someone used your citizens' money to buy a ring it is very beautiful shining like stars, someone used tax money to buy bags limited edition, cool enough... but you are crying... I know it cause you know citizens are suffering price of everything getting higher but those who control the price like pretending nothing happen and shout to your sons and daughters "we gave you enough, don't be greedy" is there enough for us? i doubt that... murderer not judge fairly hiding everything with money and power what can we do? Nothing? bought a submarine, with higher price only nothing much. that was what they told us and I SERIOUSLY BELIEVE IT bought a car number with WWW15 what a lucky number for him he told us just a coincident...

Everything are happening for a reason Every decision leads to a consequence you scare of something because some tragedies happened Here comes the story~ nostalgic atmosphere when i was young really really cute and charming that time i sit behind my mum the sound of sewing machine the feeling of dense hot  moisture in the air i still remember the colour of the fan yellowish with a greenish bottom as usual mum was busy sewing everything presented as normal~ Lovely afternoon and it was boring to a child like me no one wished to play with me so i played myself (yes i play my own fingers, legs, hands and hahhaha) Suddenly, i found there were some rope are left behind i felt so pity of them for being dumped i felt so sorry my mum threw them away my little child's heart told me picked them up, gave them a chance for second life played with them, let them burnt like firework~ all bullshit! and i made the biggest decision i picked them up and tied myself on my mu...

Do i look tough? i think so babe But i believe that everyone has their weaknesses so it goes the same to me since i'm just a normal guy (it sounds so gay-app-introduction) LOL However, im strong and tough when deal with all sorts of obstacles I'm not really afraid of other disgusting creatures in the world worms? cheh, small case snake? it sounds delicious to me slug? pretty cute spider and scorpion?  come on it is my dream's pet rats? i can kill them in seconds  you scare of those creatures? come on you are such a coward.. Well, well, well im a bigger coward actually ya, i think you can guess it and if you know me well especially DC, Alex, Xun and Ah Dian, i know you guys know which perfect little tiny creature that scares me the most no doubt a flying cockroach! erm... let me explain it first when it is walking around it just makes me feel DISGUSTING but, when it starts to fly! OMG! it can consider the scariest thing in the world! when cockr...

Love is a game, agree? I think not, cause i treat it seriously. Last night, a precious friend of mine told me she scare of love scare of being love and to be loved She dare not tries to love... why? Just to protect herself of being hurt again and again in this so-called simplest yet hardest game in the world If you had my facebook account you will know is the same girl i'm talking to now She has a crystal heart the most beautiful love she has yet, she scares, she steps back when facing love Love is very cruel Distant is something that will kill it slowly and steadily Now is the time she meets her loved one(although they met years ago) but soon, she will leave be apart from her loved one this feeling torture her every night therefore, she chooses not to love Let's me tell you something love is something you have to experience it it is not perfect, due to no one can be perfect He knows everything about you and yet he chose you so don't scare jus...

pretty? erm... maybe not as beautiful as SNSD but much better than SISTAR clever? erm... maybe not as genius as Elbert but much better than Naruto  well, i know im not good in expressing myself in words cause emotion and ideas are unlimited yet words are just too less for them lalala~(limited vocabulary is the ugly truth) This post is to tell the whole world(well just those who view my blog) happy birthday to my eldest sister kinki chua I Love you so much muakz (thanks for the daidomon last night <3) i just wanna thanks God that mummy push you out at the first baby otherwise i have no da jie to pamper me I wanna thanks parents that because they marriage so got a baby like you to cheer the world and my family (although sometime your jokes are not that funny as Elfy) i wanna thanks you that for everything you did to me to accept im a special brother to accept who i really are to always be my side and support be as a eldest sister to be the best part in m...

throughout the internship(even not finish yet) there are some ideas that i can share with you all about the benefits of a g.servant (due to some sensitive issue, you guess yourself what the g stands for.) first, you can always do things super duper extremely slow here comes the incident: a very cute lady who supervised me she was drawing two very important charts for testing procedures and you know what two charts took her one and the half day to complete yet, you still need to help her did some editing bout grammatical mistakes another incident: this very cute lady was giving out the tasks that she collected until my friend and i come there for internship (she is complaining bout she needed to be multitasking due to hr shortage) oh well, they my friend and i decided to help her finishing up all her jobs and it only takes us few hours hence, when my friend and i went to here and ask for more tasks you can guess what she replied? "ko orang buat terlalu cepat, da...

seriously i don't think August 2012 is my month you know why? now here comes the explanation on the first day of my lovely August, i had to work Over time dafuq! What a lovely kick start of my love August is okie. fine... then i was begging for a better second day of August everything seems right from the beginning until the moment i wanna step out from my room and go working and then~~~ my watch drop on the floor (a song run through my mind-- on the floor by Jennifer Lopez~) haih... it rosak liao!!! DAFUQ!!!! Nah this song maybe a great opening for my August... praying~~~ Happy August everyone! Peace and ciao~ (outlier~ ) one more thing to shout!  DAFUQ!!!  the testing i did so far fail pulak! WTF really a wonderful AUGUST! pui!

nothing can last forever people may come into your life one by one and they will be leaving one by one too everyone of them present in your life to teach you something, i call it as lesson. some maybe teach you how to love let you know the power of being love and to love some maybe let you what is the feeling of being hurt some is betray, friendship, the  feeling of missing someone and bla bla bla  after you learn that lesson most of them will leave you no matter how you precious them and only few will stay with you until your last breath  it is not because of you are no longer important to them however due to happen of accident, illness, and maybe time depreciation hold the hand and heart you are holding now firmly, tightly, and never let go before you leaving this world show your love to the one you love tell them how much you love them some people may think that action is more important than words but believe me, telling out your love is not ...