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曾经，给自己一个快乐的理由是那么的简单。 但是日子久了，我们长大了，看清了，了解了，明白了， 似乎知道了越多，就越不快乐。 笑容，不见很久了。 但当你问我为什么不笑的时候，我已经忘记了如何从心里笑出来了。 有人跟我说过：“为什么长大了，让自己笑的理由越来越少？” 我愣了一愣，想了想，我还会笑吗？ (谢天谢地，至少现在的我有着让我开心而笑的理由。) 我看了看那个问我的人，的确，他脸上的笑容减少了。 他的笑被很多事情给抹杀掉。 因为他懂了越是疼爱的人，越是亲近的人，越是让自己相信，寄托的人， 不一定把你同等对待。 从他跟我说话的眼神，声调，我看得出，让他开心的理由真的在减少。 有时候，你越亲近的哪一位，说的话是你最在乎的。 哪怕一件很小的事，心里也会淌血。 忘记，永远是最好的借口，也是最好的良药。 忘记了，你可以很快乐；有些事确是心里永远的痛。。。 忘记了，你可以很豁达；有些人你看到了还是永远的错过。。。 忘记了，但是，你真的忘得了吗？ 不快乐，很简单；快乐，谈何容易。 我很快乐，因为我很健忘。。。 cheers and ciao~

"If you end up with a boring, miserable life because you listen to your mum, your dad," your teacher, your priest, or same guy on television telling you how to do your shit, then you deserve it ."------Frank Zappa Dare to be different? What is your answer? Yes or No? There are so many people out there, dressing, speaking, heading, and believing in the same thing.. Nah that's so boring.. A great idea is killed by society, by knowledge, by moral, by all the bullshit, and lastly by you... cause you think, do and act like everyone else on the road.. People scares to change, to take challenges... and you know what? Only risk takers are succeed in life. The answer is always the same, Cause they try to be the different one. I dare not to say I'm successful guy, but at least I'm different, unique and special, applying to my concept... erm.... I think you know my last sentence I'm going to be a successful person, sooner or later~ Cheers ...

When we were young, we laughed when we happy, we cried when we sad, we shout when we angry... We showed our true colour, no hidding, so predictable... Last time you always trust the guy or girl who sit beside you, ya last time~ Last time you always believe what people tells you and never doubt, ya last time~ Last time you always tell the truth to your parents, and again, last time... Why and what makes us change?  To hide our own feelings, to doubt every words, to trust our own... Erm... Sadly, I already converted into iguana; I change colour according to surrounding, not to hide myself, just a protection from getting hurt.. Last time, we told our best friend everything, but they leaving or hurting eventually you... Why? God knows , and I don't wish to know... Last time, we believe what people told us, but now, we will evaluate ourselves before taking the information... That's good, at least we are not stupid.  Last time, we never lied to parents, but...

Every story comes to an end, either happy or sad; An ending of a story is a starting of another story, it's likes a chain reaction, unstoppable. Today, another story ends, with the blessings by everyone, Everyone involved enjoy their every last moment, joyous all around the place, but behind the scene, it is ending of a story... I'm trying to find the missing pieces, looking at my surrounding.. All left behind are memories... Memories kill people softly but still make people bleeding... Pass by the place which fulls with sweet memories, doing the things that always do together, eating at the same restaurant, everything seems the same yet so different to me... Laughter, buddy talk, maggie time... getting lesser, and we are getting more and more busy.. That day, I dare not to hug and say goodbye, cause tears around, I hate to show... buddy, take care.. and all the best... Cheers and ciao

A friend of mine starts blogging recently, everytime I read his blog, I'm thinking "Why he can express his feeling so well with words?" Then I get mad on myself, the next thing I do is picking up Harry Potter and read... 5 mins later....I already lay on my bed~ Well, I'm getting lazy... and again, I start complaining the imbalance feeling after I read his blog the next time...  A friend of mine is fair, tall, charming, and play well in badminton, everytime I am smashed by him, I'm thinking,  "Why he can play so great in badminton" Then i get mad on myself, the next thing i do is picking up my racket and play... after 1 match... I already sit at the rest zone... Well, I'm getting tired... and again, I start complaining the unfairness feeling after i play with him the next time... Come on people, there will never be equality in this world, that's why everyone is so special and unique. We are born to be special, w...

Raining, I was standing on the balcony, cold windy night, a perfect moment for missing you, the only you. I aim't perfect, fat, flirty, stupid, careless, and not understanding, but I'm sure that I love you from the deepest part of my heart to the outer most part of my skin. I breath you, feel you and think of you, in this windy raining night. It is not emotional, it just a feeling of missing you. Miss every part of you, your smile, your eyes, the naughty random conversation between us, the sweetest moment we treasured together... I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into words, cause I am not William Shakespeare I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into units, cause I am not Isaac Newton I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into melody, cause I am not Ludwig van Beethoven I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into painting, cause I am not Plabo Picasso the only I can do is calling you and tell you how much I mi...

I believe if someone has power, he tends to misuse it. What happen if you are minister of Education? Teach parents how to identity gay and lesbian? Educate your citizens how to discriminate homosexual? Emphasize PLU is a disease? ARE YOU FUCKING SICK AND NARROW MINDED? before becoming a minister of education, you are the one need to be educated the most? you will never understand how Homosexual feels when they know they are born this way, you never tried to understand their feelings before killing and judging them. To you, a rapist and a gay or lesbian, which one worse? well, but im here to tell you, rapist are released cause he is a national player yet a married gay couple are exiled. what a world? because you guys are born to love opposite sex then you start discriminated those who are special one? Please don't judge others, because you are not God. If Homosexual is wrong, let God judges them when they died. But now, clean your mouth and show your respect to every hum...

People come and ciao from your life, yet some stay until the end. Some people, they look so fine and close to you, but one day they might leave you... Everytime you in love, you thought this is your last one, however, maybe you marry another people after 10 years. Promises sound so funny and sarcastic. Remember, the closest one of today, may become a stranger of tomorrow, due to misunderstands and conflicts. Is okie, it is life... People comes into your life for a reason, and they leave for another too. Don't be so sad, cause you're learning and getting stronger.  Do you every face this situation? When you try to approach someone, but they push you away. No matter how hard you try, the situation remain the same. Come on, is time letting it let go and stop acting like an idiot and show your dignity. Since you are so not important, why don't you just fucking leave them. Some people shared with me, they scare of show their heart to someone they love. Afraid to cr...