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Perfect Ending

No doubt, this year (2012) is a year of challenges I met so much obstacles throughout this year so many things happened and so many post i blogged... I appreciate everyone who helped me when I faced problems I thank all the people who care about me I love all of you... Study, friendship, relationship, and of course family problem by problem came towards me... Scared and ate my soul However, Thanks God who created and gave me a big spirit to fight to overcome all the problems So many things happened, but I concluded some highlight of mine throughout 2012 1. I started blogging..(that's why you got so much to read) 2. Internship is boring 3. Working under Gxvxrxxxt is so relaxing (my own experience) 4. Thesis Vs Justin (I killed it) 5. 3 years walks with love (thanks) 6. Quarrel between buddies are scary (if you still appreciate this friendship, why don't you unblock) 7. Cockroaches do not taste good (my experience too) 8. Don't believe in dooms day (it i...

Three Years ^_^

This will be a very short post, cause I have nothing much to share, Thanks God, I have you means I have HAPPINESS in my life Thanks God, I have you means I have LOVE in my heart Thanks God, I have you means I have JOYOUS in my blood Thanks God,  I have you, means I have SMILE on my face Thanks God, I have you  means I have SUNSHINE in my day Thanks God, I have you means i have EVERYTHING to complete my life. LOVE IN THE AIR Love and ciao. I know why i have no luck in exam, cause i used up all my luck to know you, have you, and hold your hand...

End of the World--Part 1

Date : 21.12.2012          It kept raining months ago and I knew it might soon be the end of the world. At the very first day I saw those Facebook posts about the world gonna end today(21.12.2012), I was thinking, were they brainless and I can't stop laughing at those who shared those misleading posts...But, everything change, like cloud and weather, you will never know what's happen the next....         As usual, I was still burning midnight oil and fighting with my FYP last night. Everything looked so normal and yes, extremely normal. I looked at my watch and listened to Adele-skyfall, wow, 12.00am (21.12.2012), a brand new day for me. I never thought about what gonna happen the next, and i wished everything was just a dream. I stood up, stretched and yawned, wanna prepare a midnight coffee for myself. Suddenly, the world was trembling like a leaf, outside the window, a great flash lightning and the next thing i heard, somebody was sh...

Randomness

People tends to ask ”why“ but sometimes, we just no need to know "why" because it is just randomness in mind. Why i love green, randomness describe everything. Why i start a chat with stranger like you? well i also don't know.. randomness... Why i suddenly emo in a sunny day? easy lah, just randomness feeling.. BUT, why i scare of cockroaches? because i tasted them before..T_T Well it sounds like im a lady-type guy... mood flings~ erm... do i? YES I'M.. why i need to be so predictable to let you know what I'm thinking about? you are not so special to me by the way... I love to start chatting with some people that i think MAY BE interesting. erm.. yes pick randomly... In our life, there are so many randomness moment.. Maybe it is a busy day for you, but due to your randomness in mind,  you might skip everything and just go for a movie. Feel great huh, yes it is... people, sometime life is unreasonable, no need to be so pr...

What you Want and what makes you Happy?

Again, I'm here to share. Not my own story, but doubt of a little boy... Everyone have their own belief, they go, fight, head and try to strive their goal... He had a plain mind, concept, desire and direction at the first time I met him. We call that innocent-type of boy...He believes everyone is perfect in human nature, yet as we know, Mars is much safer than Earth.. A great event needs him to handle, a big one. Immaturely him, needs to learn everything from the beginning, the hardest moment is always the beginning, yet he went through it perfectly. Hell knows, this little boy learns super fast. He starts to have his own thought, he fights against those who disagree with him. He tries to walk his own path... After a moment, I thought everything seems to be so peaceful, yet i discover that this little boy changes... He negative aura starts showing, the smile on his face without soul on his eyes. Therefore, i think is time for me to write something for him......

相信,真相,失望,到底快乐是什么·?

曾经,给自己一个快乐的理由是那么的简单。 但是日子久了,我们长大了,看清了,了解了,明白了, 似乎知道了越多,就越不快乐。 笑容,不见很久了。 但当你问我为什么不笑的时候,我已经忘记了如何从心里笑出来了。 有人跟我说过:“为什么长大了,让自己笑的理由越来越少?” 我愣了一愣,想了想,我还会笑吗? (谢天谢地,至少现在的我有着让我开心而笑的理由。) 我看了看那个问我的人,的确,他脸上的笑容减少了。 他的笑被很多事情给抹杀掉。 因为他懂了越是疼爱的人,越是亲近的人,越是让自己相信,寄托的人, 不一定把你同等对待。 从他跟我说话的眼神,声调,我看得出,让他开心的理由真的在减少。 有时候,你越亲近的哪一位,说的话是你最在乎的。 哪怕一件很小的事,心里也会淌血。 忘记,永远是最好的借口,也是最好的良药。 忘记了,你可以很快乐;有些事确是心里永远的痛。。。 忘记了,你可以很豁达;有些人你看到了还是永远的错过。。。 忘记了,但是,你真的忘得了吗? 不快乐,很简单;快乐,谈何容易。 我很快乐,因为我很健忘。。。 cheers and ciao~

Differentiation~

"If you end up with a boring, miserable life because you listen to your mum, your dad," your teacher, your priest, or same guy on television telling you how to do your shit, then you deserve it ."------Frank Zappa Dare to be different? What is your answer? Yes or No? There are so many people out there, dressing, speaking, heading, and believing in the same thing.. Nah that's so boring.. A great idea is killed by society, by knowledge, by moral, by all the bullshit, and lastly by you... cause you think, do and act like everyone else on the road.. People scares to change, to take challenges... and you know what? Only risk takers are succeed in life. The answer is always the same, Cause they try to be the different one. I dare not to say I'm successful guy, but at least I'm different, unique and special, applying to my concept... erm.... I think you know my last sentence I'm going to be a successful person, sooner or later~ Cheers ...

Camouflage

When we were young, we laughed when we happy, we cried when we sad, we shout when we angry... We showed our true colour, no hidding, so predictable... Last time you always trust the guy or girl who sit beside you, ya last time~ Last time you always believe what people tells you and never doubt, ya last time~ Last time you always tell the truth to your parents, and again, last time... Why and what makes us change?  To hide our own feelings, to doubt every words, to trust our own... Erm... Sadly, I already converted into iguana; I change colour according to surrounding, not to hide myself, just a protection from getting hurt.. Last time, we told our best friend everything, but they leaving or hurting eventually you... Why? God knows , and I don't wish to know... Last time, we believe what people told us, but now, we will evaluate ourselves before taking the information... That's good, at least we are not stupid.  Last time, we never lied to parents, but...

Happy Ending

Every story comes to an end, either happy or sad; An ending of a story is a starting of another story, it's likes a chain reaction, unstoppable. Today, another story ends, with the blessings by everyone, Everyone involved enjoy their every last moment, joyous all around the place, but behind the scene, it is ending of a story... I'm trying to find the missing pieces, looking at my surrounding.. All left behind are memories... Memories kill people softly but still make people bleeding... Pass by the place which fulls with sweet memories, doing the things that always do together, eating at the same restaurant, everything seems the same yet so different to me... Laughter, buddy talk, maggie time... getting lesser, and we are getting more and more busy.. That day, I dare not to hug and say goodbye, cause tears around, I hate to show... buddy, take care.. and all the best... Cheers and ciao

Compare

A friend of mine starts blogging recently, everytime I read his blog, I'm thinking "Why he can express his feeling so well with words?" Then I get mad on myself, the next thing I do is picking up Harry Potter and read... 5 mins later....I already lay on my bed~ Well, I'm getting lazy... and again, I start complaining the imbalance feeling after I read his blog the next time...  A friend of mine is fair, tall, charming, and play well in badminton, everytime I am smashed by him, I'm thinking,  "Why he can play so great in badminton" Then i get mad on myself, the next thing i do is picking up my racket and play... after 1 match... I already sit at the rest zone... Well, I'm getting tired... and again, I start complaining the unfairness feeling after i play with him the next time... Come on people, there will never be equality in this world, that's why everyone is so special and unique. We are born to be special, w...

The Perfect Moment To Miss You

Raining, I was standing on the balcony, cold windy night, a perfect moment for missing you, the only you. I aim't perfect, fat, flirty, stupid, careless, and not understanding, but I'm sure that I love you from the deepest part of my heart to the outer most part of my skin. I breath you, feel you and think of you, in this windy raining night. It is not emotional, it just a feeling of missing you. Miss every part of you, your smile, your eyes, the naughty random conversation between us, the sweetest moment we treasured together... I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into words, cause I am not William Shakespeare I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into units, cause I am not Isaac Newton I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into melody, cause I am not Ludwig van Beethoven I miss you, and I don't know how to convert it into painting, cause I am not Plabo Picasso the only I can do is calling you and tell you how much I mi...

Respect Others

I believe if someone has power, he tends to misuse it. What happen if you are minister of Education? Teach parents how to identity gay and lesbian? Educate your citizens how to discriminate homosexual? Emphasize PLU is a disease? ARE YOU FUCKING SICK AND NARROW MINDED? before becoming a minister of education, you are the one need to be educated the most? you will never understand how Homosexual feels when they know they are born this way, you never tried to understand their feelings before killing and judging them. To you, a rapist and a gay or lesbian, which one worse? well, but im here to tell you, rapist are released cause he is a national player yet a married gay couple are exiled. what a world? because you guys are born to love opposite sex then you start discriminated those who are special one? Please don't judge others, because you are not God. If Homosexual is wrong, let God judges them when they died. But now, clean your mouth and show your respect to every hum...

Time to say good bye

People come and ciao from your life, yet some stay until the end. Some people, they look so fine and close to you, but one day they might leave you... Everytime you in love, you thought this is your last one, however, maybe you marry another people after 10 years. Promises sound so funny and sarcastic. Remember, the closest one of today, may become a stranger of tomorrow, due to misunderstands and conflicts. Is okie, it is life... People comes into your life for a reason, and they leave for another too. Don't be so sad, cause you're learning and getting stronger.  Do you every face this situation? When you try to approach someone, but they push you away. No matter how hard you try, the situation remain the same. Come on, is time letting it let go and stop acting like an idiot and show your dignity. Since you are so not important, why don't you just fucking leave them. Some people shared with me, they scare of show their heart to someone they love. Afraid to cr...

Forgotten

Passion in love, it is easy to be forgotten when a relationship consider “long-lasting". Time proves the existent of love, only the purify one will last forever, only the one with true heart will stays... Do you still remember the first time you hold his or her hand? Remember the heart beat, shyness, and feeling of blood punching to your head? Do you still remember when was the first time lips touching together, the warmth, breath and the feeling of love flowing between you two, the moment of sweetness of love... Do you still remember?  A same situation, with two different reactions, proves what is love. Case: When your lover accidentally splashes hot coffee on her or himself and your phone while flighty with you. What is your reaction now? Couple in honey month period: "Dear are you okie? Do you hurt yourself" and will help him or her to clean the mess... After few years: "Wooi, it's new one leh!" and give a big white eye... and continu...

Understand Other's Feelings

It's time to shout again... However not by mouth but through asshole... T_T Diarrhea and Vomiting are killing me these two days and now my mouth works as asshole, what I ate all come out by mouth but not my bottom~ =_=" and my ass start complaining it functions as my penis all watery sustains come out from there liao~ what a body i have.. CUTE nya~ In our life, it just the same.. we never try understand other's feeling until we put ourselves into their shoes. everytime, we keep blaming on others, yet we never look ourselves in the mirror what we actually do and are we always the right one? Let's try this, before you are angry or blame on someone else, try to understand his or her situation and the actions they make... then it may helps to avoid some conflicts.. time to say good bye~ cheers and ciao~

七月

七月,让我想了很多,回忆了很多。很多童年的种种,在这月份里重新的播放。 很多人会很担心,爬在这个月里撞鬼,提早回家。做这个不能,做那个不敢。 告诉你,并没有特别多的好兄弟在这个月份出现(从我的经验)。 对我而言,有些人比鬼更可怕,对着你笑,但是后面捅了你几千几百刀。 你怎么死的都不知道。 其实我蛮喜欢七月的,因为有好多人我好想好想再见他们一次。就那么一次就好。 再次看到他们的脸,跟他们说说话,弥补我的来不及。我相信很多人也是这样想。 外婆,你过得好吗?还记得阿恩吗?你在天堂喝到牛奶吗?要不要吃奶油面包? 你懂吗?你不在以后,妈妈都很久没回外婆家了。她很想你,我也很想你。 听你重复以前的事。。。 外婆,我还记得你以前坐在旧家的沙发,我们小孩子坐在地上听你说着两兄妹的故事。 可以再听一次吗? 七月,你还怕吗?假如只有这个月可以让你看到已经看不到的人, 假如只有这个月可以让你在对一些人说你还没说完的话, 假如只有这个月可以让你重来一次。你还会怕吗? 很多人对死没什么观念,有些人甚至寻死。你死了,或许一了百了。 但是你对活着的人留下的是想念,悔恨,后悔和种种以你有关的一切。 你不必再看见,可是活着的人,想着你,却知道永远见不到。 你知道那是多么的痛吗? 我还没活够,也不想死。 七月里的我,一样假假的emo一下。 活在当下,别的管他去死·。 人,活着开心就好。 cheers and ciao~

You exist in my life

Recently I was addicted to a new song by wanting "You exist in my song" she gets the gift, an attractive and sexy voice but God is fair enough, she kinda ugly. =P lyrics and rhythm are perfectly matched beautiful melody and sang by this ugly lady... pretty cool to me. LOVE IT.. I'm not sarcastic but just telling the truth... I'm not a sweet talker, but today i gonna try to be one now... first day we met : 26th oct 2010 first day i said i love you: 24 nov 2010 first day couple: 26 nov 2010 first time holding your hand: 27 nov 2010 i think you forget already.. nevermind.. i do remember... three years you exist in my life.. sparkling no longer like last time passion no longer like the first time we kiss and thanks god for let me be the luckiest guy in the world. but.. love still there.. like red wine.. semakin lama semakin sedap.. =P Love and ciao

Tired

I'm getting tired of everything. From top to bottom, pretending I'm strong cheerful and optimistic yet im vulnerable... some of my friends know it but i think you don't cause i seriously good in covering my emotions I'm lazy to explain, cause i hope you understand if you don't, means you no longer worth it. Therefore when i start explaining things to you it doesn't mean that you are important means you are not in my heart anymore. That's why im called as weirdo i treat loved one arbitrary cause i know they will never leave me Peace and ciao ps: Happy birthday to ryan 

Struggle

Now im suffering from dilemma maybe it sounds very funny to you but seriously im thinking it over and over again "should i try KFC green curry fried chicken?"  =_=" Im a weirdo i never take things seriously unless it is important to me so it show how much i love KFC If i fail in test---so what? If i can't finish assignment-- so what? but if i miss green curry chicken-- dai ji dua diao!!! I love KFC so much but Im getting fatter... however if i don't try the new favourite now will i regret about it... so suffering.... green curry chicken or six packs? T_T Peace and ciao~

Path of Life

"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood" sound familiar to all of us, telling a story of making decision, fulls of courage and strong determination, but it reflects our situation and realistic in our rat-race... In the poem, there is just two paths for you to choose however, in our position there are so many ways of living it only depends on you how you choose and how you face the time while making decision... How you choose the way of living? Are you asking bout me? I can tell you confidently I'm selfish, yet been blessed, hence I live in my own way. The road that I'm walking now, lead to my dream. It may full with obstacles, people might leave me, I might get hurt, bleeding, isolated by the perception of society; even at the end of the road, the scenery is not exactly like what I imagined.  but my feets can stand firm, my heart are strong, because I'm implementing my idealism, to be someone I wanna be. I'm Justin Chua Cheong Woon, always ...

Get Well Soon

I know you still not feeling well sick for a long time cry like a baby struggle to get up I hope that you will get well soon my country Malaysia... Peaceful, cheerful and delightful  atmosphere of you is it still there? Someone used your citizens' money to buy a ring it is very beautiful shining like stars, someone used tax money to buy bags limited edition, cool enough... but you are crying... I know it cause you know citizens are suffering price of everything getting higher but those who control the price like pretending nothing happen and shout to your sons and daughters "we gave you enough, don't be greedy" is there enough for us? i doubt that... murderer not judge fairly hiding everything with money and power what can we do? Nothing? bought a submarine, with higher price only nothing much. that was what they told us and I SERIOUSLY BELIEVE IT bought a car number with WWW15 what a lucky number for him he told us just a coincident...

Part 2- The Ugly Truth

Everything are happening for a reason Every decision leads to a consequence you scare of something because some tragedies happened Here comes the story~ nostalgic atmosphere when i was young really really cute and charming that time i sit behind my mum the sound of sewing machine the feeling of dense hot  moisture in the air i still remember the colour of the fan yellowish with a greenish bottom as usual mum was busy sewing everything presented as normal~ Lovely afternoon and it was boring to a child like me no one wished to play with me so i played myself (yes i play my own fingers, legs, hands and hahhaha) Suddenly, i found there were some rope are left behind i felt so pity of them for being dumped i felt so sorry my mum threw them away my little child's heart told me picked them up, gave them a chance for second life played with them, let them burnt like firework~ all bullshit! and i made the biggest decision i picked them up and tied myself on my mu...

Cockraoches and I

Do i look tough? i think so babe But i believe that everyone has their weaknesses so it goes the same to me since i'm just a normal guy (it sounds so gay-app-introduction) LOL However, im strong and tough when deal with all sorts of obstacles I'm not really afraid of other disgusting creatures in the world worms? cheh, small case snake? it sounds delicious to me slug? pretty cute spider and scorpion?  come on it is my dream's pet rats? i can kill them in seconds  you scare of those creatures? come on you are such a coward.. Well, well, well im a bigger coward actually ya, i think you can guess it and if you know me well especially DC, Alex, Xun and Ah Dian, i know you guys know which perfect little tiny creature that scares me the most no doubt a flying cockroach! erm... let me explain it first when it is walking around it just makes me feel DISGUSTING but, when it starts to fly! OMG! it can consider the scariest thing in the world! when cockr...

Hurt So Bad

Love is a game, agree? I think not, cause i treat it seriously. Last night, a precious friend of mine told me she scare of love scare of being love and to be loved She dare not tries to love... why? Just to protect herself of being hurt again and again in this so-called simplest yet hardest game in the world If you had my facebook account you will know is the same girl i'm talking to now She has a crystal heart the most beautiful love she has yet, she scares, she steps back when facing love Love is very cruel Distant is something that will kill it slowly and steadily Now is the time she meets her loved one(although they met years ago) but soon, she will leave be apart from her loved one this feeling torture her every night therefore, she chooses not to love Let's me tell you something love is something you have to experience it it is not perfect, due to no one can be perfect He knows everything about you and yet he chose you so don't scare jus...

To my Eldest Sister

pretty? erm... maybe not as beautiful as SNSD but much better than SISTAR clever? erm... maybe not as genius as Elbert but much better than Naruto  well, i know im not good in expressing myself in words cause emotion and ideas are unlimited yet words are just too less for them lalala~(limited vocabulary is the ugly truth) This post is to tell the whole world(well just those who view my blog) happy birthday to my eldest sister kinki chua I Love you so much muakz (thanks for the daidomon last night <3) i just wanna thanks God that mummy push you out at the first baby otherwise i have no da jie to pamper me I wanna thanks parents that because they marriage so got a baby like you to cheer the world and my family (although sometime your jokes are not that funny as Elfy) i wanna thanks you that for everything you did to me to accept im a special brother to accept who i really are to always be my side and support be as a eldest sister to be the best part in m...

The Benefit(s)

throughout the internship(even not finish yet) there are some ideas that i can share with you all about the benefits of a g.servant (due to some sensitive issue, you guess yourself what the g stands for.) first, you can always do things super duper extremely slow here comes the incident: a very cute lady who supervised me she was drawing two very important charts for testing procedures and you know what two charts took her one and the half day to complete yet, you still need to help her did some editing bout grammatical mistakes another incident: this very cute lady was giving out the tasks that she collected until my friend and i come there for internship (she is complaining bout she needed to be multitasking due to hr shortage) oh well, they my friend and i decided to help her finishing up all her jobs and it only takes us few hours hence, when my friend and i went to here and ask for more tasks you can guess what she replied? "ko orang buat terlalu cepat, da...

Unlucky

seriously i don't think August 2012 is my month you know why? now here comes the explanation on the first day of my lovely August, i had to work Over time dafuq! What a lovely kick start of my love August is okie. fine... then i was begging for a better second day of August everything seems right from the beginning until the moment i wanna step out from my room and go working and then~~~ my watch drop on the floor (a song run through my mind-- on the floor by Jennifer Lopez~) haih... it rosak liao!!! DAFUQ!!!! Nah this song maybe a great opening for my August... praying~~~ Happy August everyone! Peace and ciao~ (outlier~ ) one more thing to shout!  DAFUQ!!!  the testing i did so far fail pulak! WTF really a wonderful AUGUST! pui!

Leaving, Lasting...

nothing can last forever people may come into your life one by one and they will be leaving one by one too everyone of them present in your life to teach you something, i call it as lesson. some maybe teach you how to love let you know the power of being love and to love some maybe let you what is the feeling of being hurt some is betray, friendship, the  feeling of missing someone and bla bla bla  after you learn that lesson most of them will leave you no matter how you precious them and only few will stay with you until your last breath  it is not because of you are no longer important to them however due to happen of accident, illness, and maybe time depreciation hold the hand and heart you are holding now firmly, tightly, and never let go before you leaving this world show your love to the one you love tell them how much you love them some people may think that action is more important than words but believe me, telling out your love is not ...

快乐其实很简单

什么是快乐? 你懂吗? 很多人总是在别人面前 带着一个笑脸的面具 假装着,虚伪的笑着 带来的,是一阵阵虚华的笑声 笑声背后,却是把自己吞噬的孤单  你,快乐吗? 分手了,受伤了的心 偏偏在陌生人片面的安慰下 你却必须带着微笑 回答着每个人的关心 “我没事。。“ 你真的没事吗? 你微笑的情绪上 霜着厚厚的 痛苦 何必呢? 让自己快乐 就要学会放下很多事情 人生没有完美 生活是缺陷完成的个体 互补效应 让你不完美中得到安慰 在缺陷里找到完美 这,才是人生 有人说,越笨的人越快乐 那你选择当个充满烦恼的天才 还是傻傻笑着,却快乐过着每一天的人? 我很快乐 因为我很笨。 那你快乐吗? cheers and ciao

L.O.L

first, what I wanna say is that this LOL doesn't mean lots of laughter or laugh out loud It means League of Legend!!! In a relationship the little small third party maybe not a person or human being it is a video game Let's me tell you my experience someone who always put you in the first place cares and loves you so much will turn into another person with a strange characteristic when he or she enters the world LOL he or she might lost the patient towards you so better don't mess up with them he or she might becomes so fucking hot temper when being slaved so better keep yourself away from them he or she might shout out loud and scare you so better do your own things before the transformation im typing about this because somebody is transforming and my time to LOL peace and ciao~

Judgement

when we do something wrong we cover it up hoping everyone will never find the true but, do you know God is watching you every actions will lead to a consequence every decision will result in different ending make sure that you are not doing something that make you regret and wait at the end of the day God will judge you the fairest judgement I try to live on spot never regret bout what im choosing to be maybe it is wrong in your perception yet, it may be so right to somebody else everyone is not perfect we all are in the process of trying to be the better one maybe the path we choose are different keep it up although the road might be so dark, it will lead you to a new world although the road might be so lonely,  it will bring someone who really love you to accompany you, until the end of your life Now i finally decide what i wanna be i choose the road and lifestyle i want God will judge me NOT YOU. Amen.. Cheers and ciao

想念是一种病

我相信,想念以一种最最神奇的举动。 你可能只是坐在椅子上,或许你是躺在床上, 或有可能你是独自走在街上, 想念,他就会偷偷的,无声无息的 跑进你的心里 让你开始想念着你最重要的他。 想念这种东西很奇妙 它是一种心灵感应 因为,通常想念是双方面的 想念和被想念的那方都会感觉到彼此的想念 你又没有试过当你想打电话给他的时候, 他就打了给你, 这就是想念的力量 他把两个相隔遥远的两人 紧紧的联系在一起 想念是上帝给人类的一份礼物 它让你能够牵挂着你心里的那个人 而同时他也是把双刃刀 想念即是甜蜜 又是痛苦 他不在你身边的时候 夜深人静的时候 听着首首情歌 谁能不想念,谁能心如止水? 我只是个凡人, 因为,我在想念了。。 今天,你想念他了吗? love and ciao

It is time

due to boredom it is time to shout out my philosophy first, who says that guys must play DOTA, LOL, CS and etc? Dafuq! give this shit sentence out of my way im a MAN, but i don't fucking play DOTA you maybe will say that im noob, nerd and blablabla SO?! what will i gain from DOTA? any achievement that will help my dream comes true? oh please... second, What's wrong with tall guy doesn't play basketball? Everytime i meet a new friend, they will ask "justin, do you play basketball?" "no i don't" "what a waste..." and begin blablabla WTF! im tall so have to play basketball otherwise it is a waste? GTFO lah i love to draw, to me, a tall guy sits down and draw a picture kinda charming what i love badminton at least it won't let me keep contact with other guys body ishhh so smelly and slippery but all because i play basketball suckly third, who tells you that homesexuals are scary? come on lah wei now what ...

IMBA

ya, lots people knows this word so let me tell you how to use this word. when you meet a guy who can late to attend exam for 30 mins the next time you see him must say "imba" when you meet a guy who bath before playing badminton the time you meet him in  court must say "imba" when you meet a guy who can be so chubby yet only eat like a mouse the time you meet him in canteen must say "imba" when you meet a guy who so "bossy" but don't know how to flirt girl the time you meet him in your room must say "imba" when you meet a guy who tighten his teeth yet still sengek the time you see he smiles must say "imba" when you meet a guy who are so clever yet so idiotic in action the time you see he acts must say "imba" when you meet a guy who is so handsome yet is gay the time you know him must say "imba" when you meet a girl who so pretty but is a ninja the time you been kill by racket mu...

So What!

This is my 2nd blog so where is my first blog i won't tell you cause even i tell you you won't view it too So what? People said "Justin is childish, Stupid, Pervert and bla bla bla" so what? do i care? if you think im weirdo GTFO from my life if you think homosexual is disgusting GTFO from my view if you think im ugly GTFO from the earth if you think you are negative mind GTFO too cause i don't need to naturalize my  positiveness you think i self-centered? So what? I care, love and concern about the things I interest only people said I too proud, too arrogant, too cold So what? Do you know why i create this blog? I also don't know, maybe just too boring in the office. I share this blog with the one who likes, cares and loves me If you don't like my post SO WHAT?! LIKE I CARE~  nah! im rude? SO WHAT?!