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Tired

I'm getting tired of everything.
From top to bottom, pretending I'm strong cheerful and optimistic
yet im vulnerable...
some of my friends know it
but i think you don't
cause i seriously good in covering my emotions
I'm lazy to explain, cause i hope you understand
if you don't, means you no longer worth it.
Therefore when i start explaining things to you
it doesn't mean that you are important
means you are not in my heart anymore.

That's why im called as weirdo
i treat loved one arbitrary
cause i know they will never leave me

Peace and ciao

ps: Happy birthday to ryan 

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