Camouflage

When we were young, we laughed when we happy, we cried when we sad, we shout when we angry...

We showed our true colour, no hidding, so predictable...

Last time you always trust the guy or girl who sit beside you, ya last time~

Last time you always believe what people tells you and never doubt, ya last time~

Last time you always tell the truth to your parents, and again, last time...

Why and what makes us change? 

To hide our own feelings, to doubt every words, to trust our own...

Erm... Sadly, I already converted into iguana;

I change colour according to surrounding, not to hide myself, just a protection from getting hurt..

Last time, we told our best friend everything, but they leaving or hurting eventually you...

Why? God knows , and I don't wish to know...

Last time, we believe what people told us, but now, we will evaluate ourselves before taking the information... That's good, at least we are not stupid. 

Last time, we never lied to parents, but now, we did, to cover something, to hide something, and to protect them, perhaps....

Well, I know that is just a pretense, but are you sure you never lied to them..

I do, cause I'm giving hope and trying to make them happy..

The world is full with masked-human and so scary to us,

you can choose either being one of them or try to show your own colour..

Gladly, I'm half-masked, I show my trust to somebody, only a few number of them,

to those people already in my list, Thank you~

to my parents, sorry but love you~

to my lover, I seriously told you everything, since you know all my passwords~

Early in the morning, just a random thought when I saw a friend of mine's status,

as we growth older, we learn how to cover our sadness with a smile

as we growth older, we learn how to cover our disappointment  by "it's okie"

as we growth older, we learn how to cover our anger with silent

TQVM for reading this bullshit..

Peace and ciao~